Wondering about my path forward
On June 28, 2025, my brother and I lost our dear Mom. I miss her much. This summer, I celebrated my birthday. And although I did celebrate, it was not with her. And that was so difficult.
Her leaving us also means that my brother and I do not have either of our parents now. And so that is also something I am getting used to. Working through.
This came after my body and mind in February required some care. Perimenopause at its finest!
I am asking myself a lot of questions these days about the path forward. Doing my best to be compassionate and patient with myself and with healing and finding a way forward. Asking for support – therapy and natural remedies for my body and mind. Leaning on my Heavenly Father, John, friends, and family. Grief is a process. It is not something that I cannot just get over. Nor do a want to.
And so I am writing this to say that I do not know when I will be back in full force. But I do know that I am learning a lot and I look forward to emerging somehow in the future.
I still believe that we all have gold inside and that all it needs is for us to take the time and find people to help us find it. I still love that process as a coach and as a storyteller. I just need to find the gold that is in this part of my journey first.
Onward and upward…